Something For The Pain

So where do I go from here
After what happened in the evening of desire?
Would things may not happen again as like always?
Or would I be forced to count my blessings for once?

Ah, so thus passes by another damned sigh
So yawning and pretty as Graces in the sky
Feels sweet but so true it all be this false
But failing so miserably my pain-scarred heart

Yes so thus passes another wet dreams
Of success and fame that may or may not be taken out of context again
Maybe it's so obvious that I'm living this dream out of all the wrong reasons?
Or maybe I'm the one who shouldn't be so condemning?

But, ah, whatever, wherever, and whys and wherefores
I'm not so here to condemn my bored breathers
But so be it, I say, of to die in the waiting
Or maybe, just maybe there is no maybe!

Bah, after all the reasons of pain-turned-to-gold that I could offer
None may be as so wise as to breathe on its own!
For filly so nilly this silly vanilli or something like that
Or maybe I should just shut up and enjoy the lemons for once!

Heh, as if I understood what I wrote this time...heheheh!

SAIF MINTAKA
KL
2010