Another Black Folly

I sing to myself, of dirges unearthed from a buried heart
For a virgin and a whore for all to dismember, alone in foreshadowing
And the memories of another unruly deviations indebted to moribund afterthoughts
To order from chaos like chains so rattling at the gates of indignity, foretold by tongues afire

So now who dies so that others might live, to lift this headstone so heavy till damnations unfurled?
So for what am I singing for if the singeing of late flatteries it caused all sensations to return or be halted?
Are there no more sanities left to ring in the jubilations in the wake of false mourning, be still or be righteous?
And to what ends then, for it seems like forever when the last I saw light as it is and without so much tampering!

But forfeit all you want from all that was given
For this tainting of bloodletting it caused not much musings
From the touch of sorrow in the veil of loneliness, misguided at best
To the vile dust from whence we sprung, to live and fight another black folly

SAIF MINTAKA
KL
2012

My Dream, My Life, My Eternity

Looking back to the days of the old
When the New Year's Day was the most sacred of days in my life
I stand tall but cold, alone and sad
Tall, for whatever that Life has thrown at me all these while
I am still strong, alive and proud for who I am
Cold, for all those feelings that I have for it are gone
Lost and unmourned
A fading remembrance that I'm now far and wide
And at large unwittingly in this ever confusing world
Alone, for that's how I came and that's how I will go on
From the cradle of light under God's Ethereal Smile
To the cold dark earth of the final stopping post
A golden last sigh for a date with eternity
And sad, for whatever the things that I've been through
The thoughts of looking back are never that far away
Even though I know still, of whatever that I may see
Should ever I did turn round
May not worth a tear, a sigh or a sympathy!
For the past, though of beauty and sunshine all wrapped in smiles
Are wont to be out of reach, for all humanity and for the rest of all times
And so the future now is what I'm after, for this journey is but one of a way
From the past of my home, this road of the present
No turning back could ever be found
And the future is here, and the future is now
For 'tis now be my path of gold and silver
My dream, my life, and my eternity...