Good Riddance!

Forlorn, for indeed that's what it's all about, after all the years of tears and fears

Of hopes so dashed and dreams in tatters, oh God alas, what the heck are you doing up there?

And within this white flame is all but spent, for since 96 and up 'til now it has been so slowly burning

But what's this that I'm feeling inside me now, so dark and cold like all fire's burnt out?

Indeed a lot have I faced and a lot more faces of mine they oh so did hit the mud

For I'm a creep that society know not, but know not it seems how they feel towards me

For within these years of hate and much torment, I fit in so nicely like a corpse in a banquet

To all thrilled endings oh so raptured so this me to this me, to hide all the fact that I'm dead yet I breathe!

But now may it be that I'm asking for permission, to dismiss this myself to wend on my way black

Oh indeed all I ever want was a place to call home, and a dream to greet my day, and a face to smile me back

But what is this that I feel I get from what I've endured from all these while? A late grey gone lacy of a party for wrong?

So what am I to do when all that had fueled me they've tainted with shit? Should I just kill them all like a kid with no brain or maybe to just melt away like a loser of a man?

So let this be the big innings of another bad endings, to rile up my dive or wrack up my pride for better or what's worse

For what is worth I must claim me for me again; and never will I bathe in this well of spiteful negativity again!

For what is worth let me just live and die alone for once, and let this be the end of me or the beginning of something much greater

Even greater than what did those foul stench of a muckypus balls of dead maggots had done towards my past life, for this is the last time that I shall remember they ever existed in my life!

Good Riddance!

SAIF MINTAKA

KL

2012