How many wilted heartaches and veiled deception must I tear off before I see the light for once?
Oh so these music so still and playing they are in my head and heart for as long as I can remember
But for what else is in store that prevented me from going on stronger, a dagger much poisoned on their backs for all that I see!
But inside of me I still wish to function like a rotorblade indirecting for all that I care or may care
That brought pain and tears for not of the lame excuses carried along with me forever in a spiral
But forsooth maybe this is not the reason to carry with me for the continuation of my life
Or so recall then this smile for the self that I have left behind that ages past they did tell me of him
And how beautiful is the indescribable when I first saw the world like a huge mystery puzzle awaiting completion...
I herald now the end of nothing, for the beginning of nothing that culminates towards nothing
But for what today it did bring to my glowing white screen there's nothing more special than time and space
For the joint collateral damages between heaven and hell and reality and fantasy here I am now alone, playing a song of joy
For the believing masses of impudence I seek not of mankind but still they found me in abundance, en masse along the way from there to eternity...
And for this be the wall of time it speaks a lot of punk for me to colour my grunge of a world of luckiness indebted
For the jazz in the quiet room of darkness herald much metal to fall from the sky like a rock in a hard place
Or maybe I'm too darkened for my own good for all that is fancy and all that I made up? A guy so crazed and locked between two worlds that never he did so badly wanted
For starting a war he never did create nor so blessed of it, sliding fast through much mindlessness on a high to the highway of darkness between death and the lifeless...
SAIF MINTAKA
KL
11th of February, 2013
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